Sit And Ponder:"Why"

I sit and type, I hate typing, can't do it for crap. I should take a class, but I'm not motivated, in fact, I am completely lacking any motivation to do anything. Right now I am currently moving all the savable magic stuff from the basement to a room in the house, the office to be exact. Darlene has moved all her craft items to a corner of our bedroom and gave me the office. The basement has been having some flooding problems over the last couple years, I have everything off the floor, but it's still damp and some things have gotten moldy. I have had to throw out 10 years of Linking Ring and Magic magazines along with several items that couldn't be saved. I am in the process of replacing these items, fortunately they are not too expensive. The silks, ropes and books were able to be aired out and are fine, now I just have to organize everything, but I'm not motivated. It will most likely have to be put off for another weekend, again, as I can only catch a couple hours sleep and then it's off to a company get together for Darlene's work... at Tower Lanes in Tacoma.... big spenders. I will be grumpy as it is.
I am really tired of this weather, I want to get out and do some busking, I have put in entertainment applications for the Puyallup Fair and Spring Fair and Meeker Days. I hope to get on the Kids Stage at Meeker Days this year as well as do some busking. I found a web site that sells effects at whole sale prices so while I am doing some shows this year, I can sell some stuff and make some money. These items require little or no skill, Ball and Vase, Zig Zag Rope, Coin Slide, Fan-Ta-Stick, Svengali Deck, etc...